Monday, April 4, 2011

~143~

Him to me;  03-27-11
Me to him;  04-01-11

Wow....this last week has brought so much peace to my soul...I think I'm still in shock. LOL!  I want to make sure these memories and feelings are written SOMEWHERE, and this is the only place I'm doing that....so lucky YOU!  You get to hear ALL about it! =D
This past week I had confirmation come to me (while driving and praying) that Beau Austin Ayers is to be the priesthood holder in my home for eternity.  I can remember being cold as I was driving because my heat hadn't kicked in yet...but this warm feeling covered me as a blanket would and I felt so warm and comforted.  He had text me on Thursday or Friday stating that "this feels so right" to which I responded "It IS right."  Because now I knew for myself. :) 
Saturday and Sunday were Conference (the Annual 181st) and we planned to Skype while I did homework and listened to or watched conference online with him. :)  He was over at his parents house with all of his family and such.  I got to meet his mom and dad, a few brothers and sisters and some of the nephews!  Talking to all of them felt so natural....like they were an old friend I hadn't seen in years, but needed to catch up with! :)  He told me afterwards that his mom who is very spiritual walked out of the room from meeting me and actually cried because she had confirmation that I was the one for Beau as well.  I know that these feelings and moments are personal.....but it just goes to show that when something is right....it really is. 
Beau and I shared some conversation on this topic...I told him that I had never felt this way or even come close to it.....that someone was right for me or had a confirmation of this magnitude. I have always known that someone wasn't right for me, but never have I felt with EVERY molecule in my body that someone IS RIGHT for me.
I am SOOO amazed at how powerful prayer is and how grateful I am to my Heavenly Father and everyone praying for Beau and I that we now know, WITHOUT A DOUBT, this is right on every level....including the heavely ones. :)  I could say so much more....but it's time for school. =p
AH!  I can't wait....My new name will be Lydia Marie Ayers.  Wow.... :) I LOVE IT!

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